Yesterday was my first official doctors appointment, I really hate those first ones! Everything was good and he told me i felt like i was further along than i thought, so that's a good thing! I also had to get 6 things of blood taken, i hate that too! I told the lady that i passed out pretty much every time and so we went and laid down and she just started poking always at my arm! She only had to poke me twice but she also blew one of my veins and rolled the other so my arm has some pretty good bruises today! Other than my doctors appointment, Me and Nancy took Grace to get some picture taken, they turned out really good and i'm excited to get them back!
I just was thinking about motherhood and how my views of it have changed as Grace has grown up! When she was just a baby i was scared to leave her and when i did for the first time i cried, even though we went to the 9 o'clock show and she slept the whole time! I also was freaked out about her eating sugar, peanut butter or pretty much anything they tell you not to give a baby. Other people didnt listen and gave her whatever they wanted and i would come home and cry to Kyle about it. Whenever she would spit up on herself i would hurry and clean it up and change her and never let her sit in her wet diaper. I listen to mothers to be or girls that dont even have kids in there near future and they talk like i thought. Now that Grace is older and i dont feel to good, she eats what she wants, even off the floor (I mean i dont feed her on the floor or anything, but if it falls i dont freak out, i just blow it off!!), and she is dirty, alot of the time and doesnt get clean till i bath her! I just think it is funny how life with a 2 year old really changes every thing!
When i was cleaning the house the other day, Grace was not helping! So i gave her a cupcake that we made thinking it would keep her happy till i loaded the dishwasher, but this is what really happened!!! So after loading the dishes i cleaned the floor!!
Grace is going to be a cute little fairy witch thing for Halloween and she loves the hat so she wears it around the house, Jerrica got her dog a witch costume so we put it on Trudy and Grace loved it, the cat not so much!!
Grace sure does love MaKala, today she had to be right next to her and when i would go close she told me "mom go away this is my baby!" So she babysat today, she is going to be a great big sister!!
This is a picture of Grace dancing and singing for us up at Fish Lake this summer! I love this picture cause it brings back all of the fun memories of our week vacation in Marysvale just doing nothing, it was great! Also It makes me laugh cause Grace would climb up on all of the rocks to sing and dance, she is a show off, i love it!
