weve moved.

After being in limbo land for a few months with our house, we have moved. We surely didnt get the outcome that we had hoped for but we do know that this was the right choice for our family. 

So you are probably wondering where we moved to. We have moved to the other end of the valley with Nancy and Penn. 

We have been here for less than a week but as of right now we dont think it is going to be to bad, not to bad at all. We are lucky enough to be able to move in with family and so we can save a little money. We sure do appreciate Nancy letting us come and crash her house, hopefully with me cleaning and cooking and kyle keeping up the outside she wont get to sick of us to fast! 

I really am going to miss our home, the day we moved stuff out i cried, i cried for the next day and if i think about it to long i still cry. 

When we moved our bed there was red marker all over the wall, that is when i lost it. When I was HUGE pregnant with the twins Grace decided to crawl under my bed and write all over my brand new mattress and all over the wall. I was to huge to fit under it and clean it so i got what i could and then forgot about it till i seen it. It seemed like after that everywhere i would look there were memories.

This home is where...

• All three of the girls took their first steps
• We brought the twins home
• Kyle and I's many many water fights
• Where i made lots of great friends who just so happened to be neighbors
• 5 Christmas's, Easters, Thanksgivings all happened
• Countless working hours on the inside and especially the outside
• Wonderful gardens were grown
• 3 great kids grew like weeds
• Countless games of hiding go seek were played
• Countless books were read
• Countless kisses were given
• 5 years of wonderful memories were made

I have to keep telling myself it is just a house and this will be better for us in the end.

I am in a little of a funk so if you dont hear from me  or see many blogs for awhile i am just trying to pull myself out of "this".
On a side not the heat is not helping this little "mood" that i am in at all.

Hudson David Revay and Owen William Revay

My little sister Jerrica had her twin boys yesterday!!!
Mom and babies are all doing well, the boys are off the breathing machines and Jerrica up walking around trying to love on them as much as she can!  
As you can see Joey is one proud Papa!
Khole is with my mom doing good, just running like a wild woman keeping Grandma Merri busy!

 

Hudson David Revay born 11:08 and Owen William Revay born 11:10 

(Owen has his fingers in his mouth)

As for us, we cant wait to get our hand on them!

A few things the girls have said.....
When they were born I said "The boys are here!!!"  All the girls run to the windows and door looking for them!
Grace, "Oh mom, Owen was born with a hat on, that is so cute!"
Grace about Hudson, "He looks like a grown up boy, but still small!"
Alaynna, " Can I see the pictures of my cousins" As we are looking at them, "I want to see a picture of their legs!"
Alaynna, "When can I see them?"
Alaynna, "Dad, we are going to see aunt Jedica and see those boys Owden and Hubson!"
Alaynna, "Mom, Owden and Hubson are this big" she put her hands up about the size of a banana!

Addison thought they were cute, but she is just not into babies, shed rather be playing with Trueditt!!!!

For real I cant wait to go see them, as soon as everyone is home and things calm down for them, I will be bringing my monsters to mess it all up!!!

First day of School

The biggest thing to happen around this house is 

Grace is a big school girl!!! 

Monday was her first day of preschool with Mrs. Amy. 

This last week has been a rough one, but a good one!!

After a long wait, it was finally the first day of school, Grace was so excited, she for real was bouncing off the walls. After we got her all ready, got a lunch packed, and her backpack on, we were ready to go!

Since she is a "peer leader" she isn't technically a student so we have to take her to and from school, but thats ok!

So we loaded everyone up and went on our way, while going down the valley she said her tummy hurt.

I asked her if she was nervous, 

she said no but she was scared that they wouldnt like her and would be mean to her.

That pretty much broke my heart, but i didnt cry, i just told her that of course they would like her and they wouldnt be mean as long as she was nice to them!

So we got there and she said "I am going to miss you mom, are you going to miss me?"

Then said "hold my hand."

I pretty much just wanted to pick her up throw her in the truck and tell kyle we were homeschooling, but i didnt i just kept smiling and walking her to the playground!! She did let my hand go and went and played, i waved to her and walked as fast as i could to the truck to have my breakdown in peace.

To bad Kyle was there making fun of me!

When we went to pick her up, she was excited!

I thought "ok good, she loves it"

Then Tuesday morning came and we were getting ready to go and she started to cry and said "i wish i was a baby, then i could just stay home with you and the sisters."

So i called Jerrica and cried for awhile then loaded her up and went on our way. 

I asked if she was excited and she said yes, she would just miss me!!!

When i went to get her she was a little more talkative and told me that a boy that she thinks name is Kevin made her a castle out of blocks!!! 

I asked if that was her boyfriend and she just said, "mom, i am to little to have a boyfriend," then laughed!

So all was well, till Wednesday!!!!

We woke up, she cried all morning, but said she was excited, so i loaded her up after having to use the restroom 8 times!!! 

I made Nancy take her again when we got to school, then got a note from Mrs. Amy saying that she had asked to go to the restroom 5 times, i thought she must have another UTI, but after a trip to the doctor, 

she didnt!!! 

So as of 3 nights with no sleep cause i have been worrying that i am making my child go to school when she just might be to young, 

i got over it today!!!! 

We got up had a few talks and found out she didnt really like the story that was being read so she asked to go to the restroom!!! 

I did get another note from the teacher, only one restroom break, and she does great and she would have never known that she was scared or nervous cause she acts good and dances and sings and is a perfectly normal 4 year old!!! 

I feel better tonight, not so much like a horrible failure of a mother!! 

I love that in the car ride to school Grace tells me and both the sisters that she is going to miss us, and now i am glad to know that even if i am not right next to her she can still function, i guess that means i am doing a mothering job!!!!

But to have this week behind us makes me so happy, cause it was hell and i really thought a nervous breakdown was not to far off!! 

So all is well with school now, 

Grace loves it, 

Today she acted alot better, 

But next week we will start all over and see how that goes!!!

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 While Grace was at school i took a few pictures of Addison and Alaynna!!

They are pretty much monsters, they are into everything, and they can tear a room to pieces in about 5 seconds!! 

Kyle went hunting this last weekend and brought the 4-wheeler home with him!!!! 

These 3 girls couldnt wait to go on a ride with him, so he loaded them all up and they went on a little ride!!

They are all 3 little tom boy daddy's girls!!!!

So thats was August, it flew by!!! 

I feel like i didnt even enjoy it cause i cant remember any of.

Oh well Septembers here and it will start to cool down and maybe then i will have a life outside of 

my home and car!!!

Khloe Mae Revay

Khloe Mae Revay

5 lbs 13oz , 18 1/2 inches

August 25th 

( I had to steal this picture from Joeys facebook )

I'm a Aunt again!!!!!!

Jerrica and Joey FINALLY had the baby last night.

She is tiny and so beautiful, i cant wait to go squeeze her little cheeks, i am tempted to load up everyone and go tonight.

After 40 weeks and 1 day, i think everyone is so happy she is here and both mom and baby are healthy and happy.

What, she cant be that old, I'm not that old!

I got news that my baby, who isnt a baby anymore, gets to go to preschool this year.

At first I was excited, then i started thinking about it and i got a little less excited and got a little anxious and then started eating a giant symphony bar and crying.

Where does time go??
It really feels like yesterday i was bringing her home from Richfield, now shes in school, backpack and all.

I told her that she got to go to school this year and she got a huge smile on her face and said "can you see how excited i am?" 

Then i started to tear up and she said, "dont be sad, i'll miss you and the sisters, but i am so excited, see!?" Then smiled!!! 

I guess that means she is ready to go, and i guess that means that i will just have to deal with her getting older! 

It will be good for her, she needs some social experiences, and it will be good for me, I need some quite time!!!

But i will still probably cry while going school clothes shopping, 

and picking out a backpack, 

and when i drop her off and she'll run away from me smiling, I will still probably be crying. 

clothes, laughing, talking, and biting

Not alot has been happening at our home, thats why i have not posted anything for awhile!!

The biggest and probably most wonderful news is, THE FENCE IS DONE!!!!! 

Well, there is a little more that needs done but we got the permit signed off so that made Kyle happy!!

We have been enjoying the warm weather and being outside as much as we can stand it!! 

Grace wakes up and heads out and it is pretty hard trying to get her back in!! 

She has also took up changing her clothes 500 times a day! She always comes out with the craziest looking things on, like scarfs wrapped around her for a shirt!!!! 

This is one of her tamer outfits, but the boots are pretty much a every outfit shoe, she loves them!!

Addison is a cheese ball, she is always making these crazy faces!! She has started to open her mouth as big as she can for like 10 seconds, then laughs!!!! 

She loves to laugh and has a fake laugh that she does at everything!!!

Alaynna is a talker, this little girl will look at you and talk, talk, talk, just like you understand everything!!! 

I think that when she does start to talk for real she is going to talk more than Grace!

God help us, i will for sure be getting some ear plugs!!!

The twins are trying to give up their afternoon nap, and i will not let them, they cry for awhile but they, (and I), need nap time!!! Any advise on how to keep them with 2 naps or is it at this age they start to go to just one????

Also, they bite....

I dont know how Alaynna learned to bite, but she does! 

When she wants something she crawls over takes it and then she bites if you try to get it back. It was only her that had this "problem" but it didnt take long for Addison to catch on and start biting! 

Now when i am not picking up after someone, changing a dirty diaper, getting juice, or one of the other million "mom duties" I have, I am referring my biting twins!!!

 I am so proud of Kyle, after 4 years of studying, stressing, doing homework, and taking tests he is done with his apprenticeship schooling and is now an official lineman!!
He has worked so hard and he couldnt be happier to have it all done!!!

I'm a Aunt!!

I am officially a aunt today!! After being in labor for over 2 weeks Jakells water finally broke last night! They texted me all through the night and gave me updates, i got one at 6 AM that said she was only dilated to a 6 and i thought i could be over there by noon and still not miss anything! Then i got a phone call at 6:30 and she was at a 10!! She said she only had to push 8 times and he was here!!! He is beautiful and has long blond hair, when he gets home i will be taking lots more picture of him to put on here!! Jakells doing good and they get to come home tomorrow, I'm really excited to get to hold him again!!
Trueitt Emerson Ciserella was 7 lbs. 10 oz. and 21 inches long!!

Also great news in the Leavitt house, GRACE IS POTTY TRAINED! I still put a diaper on her at night but she doesn't go in it!! We are going over a week with no accidents and we are so excited to not have to buy her anymore diapers, YEA!!!

As many of you have probably notice, i've been a blog slacker. Not only has my blog been slacking, but everything else in life has been slacking too! My house in a disaster most of the time, i'm lucky, well actually i think it is kyle who is lucky when i shower and shave, and i just dont do much of anything but sleep for about the last 9 weeks!
We were going to keep it a secret for alot longer, but i got sick and needed some help! So our big news is out, yes after trying for awhile we are finally pregnant!
We are really excited and i think my sickness is under control for now so life is good! Being pregnant with a 2 year old is alot harder than just being pregnant. Poor Kyle and Grace pretty much have to fen for themselves and make due! The pills that i am on are helping with the sickness but make me really slow and tired, i defiantly wont be driving anywhere when i take them! But i do recommend them if you are pregnant and cant hold anything down!
Anyways i was told that i had to post about our news, so here it is. Now you all know why i am never on here and why i never comment, call, or text you back!!!
I hope everyone is doing good!!!