weve moved.

After being in limbo land for a few months with our house, we have moved. We surely didnt get the outcome that we had hoped for but we do know that this was the right choice for our family. 

So you are probably wondering where we moved to. We have moved to the other end of the valley with Nancy and Penn. 

We have been here for less than a week but as of right now we dont think it is going to be to bad, not to bad at all. We are lucky enough to be able to move in with family and so we can save a little money. We sure do appreciate Nancy letting us come and crash her house, hopefully with me cleaning and cooking and kyle keeping up the outside she wont get to sick of us to fast! 

I really am going to miss our home, the day we moved stuff out i cried, i cried for the next day and if i think about it to long i still cry. 

When we moved our bed there was red marker all over the wall, that is when i lost it. When I was HUGE pregnant with the twins Grace decided to crawl under my bed and write all over my brand new mattress and all over the wall. I was to huge to fit under it and clean it so i got what i could and then forgot about it till i seen it. It seemed like after that everywhere i would look there were memories.

This home is where...

• All three of the girls took their first steps
• We brought the twins home
• Kyle and I's many many water fights
• Where i made lots of great friends who just so happened to be neighbors
• 5 Christmas's, Easters, Thanksgivings all happened
• Countless working hours on the inside and especially the outside
• Wonderful gardens were grown
• 3 great kids grew like weeds
• Countless games of hiding go seek were played
• Countless books were read
• Countless kisses were given
• 5 years of wonderful memories were made

I have to keep telling myself it is just a house and this will be better for us in the end.

I am in a little of a funk so if you dont hear from me  or see many blogs for awhile i am just trying to pull myself out of "this".
On a side not the heat is not helping this little "mood" that i am in at all.